So much for hours of wasteful sleep my friends. Thursday I went to church with Richard for a scavenger hunt, wich was pretty kewl. Today Richard and I are going to the movies to see Malibu's Most Wanted. Tomorrow I'm going over to his house for his nephew's birthday. Sunday we're going to church to help cook the breakfast and see everyone in their Sunday best. I really don't want to wear a dress, but I have to. Not a word outta one of you! My calves hurt just thinking about those high heels. I haven't written in this thing in so long it's weird writing every day. But, whatever. I love Richard more and more everyday and I can't wait to leave this town and be with him. Go where people can accept us being together. The only support I'll get from this town is my family, his family, and our friends. Outside of my little bubble as I like to call it, the world is chaos. These are the only people other than Richard that make it worth finishing my childhood in this town. They are so real and grounded unlike the rest of this town. I hate school other than the fact that I get to challenge my mind for a few hours and see my bubble crew and even see JROTC. Eventhough I'm not in it, I love it and it makes my day worthwhile to see what those cadets are up to. Even worth the disgusting lunch I'm forced to eat. I'd rather starve thank you. And so many people in this school need an ass whoopin' it's not funny. Please, grow up already. We are NOT IN MIDDLE SCHOOL ANYMORE!! Thank You. Come on Summer, I need a break before I go insane!